Sunday, May 31, 2009
That Daze
Less than 30 hours to that paper.The subject which I hated the most for 7 years, and then in 2 weeks, the hatred disappear.
Anyway, yes, I'm looking forward to the camp, but looking forward to the camp meant that the paper is nearing. So I'm stuck in between. The good thing of this crappy chinese paper is that I can take a plane to Malaysia. But it also means I'm going to miss alot of lessons. Heck!
Nevermind.. I'll just depend on myself, and persevere and I don't know? Maybe start mugging right after the camp, since there isn't any Heart.Sports on Saturday, so it's like a break. Yeah, I'm going to start studying. Poor me!
Okay, here's the rants. You don't have to read it, really.
I think the government is being really harsh on the sudents. I don't know, but I feel that students who couldn't cope with the study life at the beginning at the age of 11 or 12, would mean that they will definitely suffer in Secondary school and the future. So, yeah. Studying chinese really makes me wonder what's the point of making the student's work so hard for every single subject. I don't know, maybe all the 报章报道 that I've got to memorise, most of them are about teenagers and their causes for their various actions.
Then it got me thinking that it's not the teenager's fault for their actions. It's a fact that students often get discouraged when they get back their test scores or report books, even though they put up a brave front in front of their friends that their poor results doesn't really matter. Be it in the express, normal streams. And because of that, students distress in various ways. Leading them to mix with bad company, if their maturity is not strong enough. That leads to stealing, smoking and getting into various trouble. Then they get scoldings, detentions and all sorts of punishments. How can a student do well and cope well in life and studies?? Though the divorce rate in Singapore is getting higher, the rate of students having depression also increase, no?
So, I hope some government or MOE official chance upon my blog. It's true, maybe no one complains about the higher standards of education in Singapore. But do anyone knows that the students in Singapore are suffering? I guess not, cos' the adults do not understand at all. They usually say that it's for our own good and that Singapore's future lies in our hands. Whatever, you know! If the future lies in our generation then how are we going to handle the kind of pressure at that time, when we lose our teenage-hood? So does that mean we have to carry this pressure with us until the day we retire?
It's based on the view of a 16 year old. So for those who are 20+, good for you, cos' during your times, AT LEAST you had more fun when you're my age.
Okay, I'm done.