Tuesday, March 31, 2009
"I'm on my ride downWon't stop movin'
And I don't know exactly what I'm doin'
I see you shake, shake and I'm spinnin'
It's like a one win race, yeah I'm winnin'
I'm all dizzy when you're here with me
So let's bring the heat
Cause there ain't nothing to it
Just gotta do it..."
-Selena Gomez (Bang A Drum)
Life With Him
The end of yet another month!I'm so tired and feel like I am being forced to school, sort of actually!
After English lesson today, I almost had the urge to give up my studies though it was just a sudden act of stupidity. Thank God for my dad who brought me to see some $12m condominium somewhere near Goodwood Park Hotel. My dad has a great way of motivating me to study, since I'm such a realistic kind of person. I'm literally living by hours in school, one lesson after the other.. and at home, I live by minutes, sometime I get so sick of life that I want to give up everything, but after thinking deeply.. I rather have a "no-life" life right now by "slogging" so hard than have a "no-life" life in the future.
Anyway, here's the most important part of this post.
I getting sick of him and life with him is so no getting any better, and yes, some of you should know who is he. Damn thing! What's with his slacking attitude about thing around the house and his studies. I wonder why my parents would want to spoil him especially my mum. For goodness sake, he is 14!! I don't see them poking their noses or caring much about me when I was 14! Though both of us differ by maturity. He puts me off with his stinky attitude. Now, most of his teachers know me, and this is a bad thing because.. I don't behave like him, we are like the complete opposite kind of siblings. I don't get hook onto computer games and all, I don't understand why people like him could not care less about his studies, which is kinda dumb. I sometimes wonder who's traits did he inherit from!!??
It's absurd, isn't it?? So far, his only strongest point that I admire is his strength in Math. He doesn't pay attention in class according to what his Math teacher complains..
I never have any thought of even speaking to Mrs S, his form teacher ever, since I heard rumours that she is fierce and strict, etc.. But after coincidentally bumping into her, she is rather nice and gives me an impression of a really understanding teacher.
Anyway, this is it.. till next time, I would really burst out in rage due to overwhelmed stress and anger. It happened last Thursday after many months, I wonder when will be the next one.
The bursting of rage is hidden in the layers of my tiny heart.. as said, you'll never know what's in my head...
Until then,
Lola :D
Monday, March 23, 2009
Girl Gone Wild
Term 2, and also the start of a new week(which is probably going to end as fast AGAIN!!), I did many things I shouldn't be doing and things I should be doing.
The school assembly is starting earlier and earlier each day.
Anyway, usually I love to sit at the back of the parade square under the staircase,
Anyway, usually I love to sit at the back of the parade square under the staircase,
but for some KNOWN reason, we're not allowed to.
So "things I shouldn't be doing" No. 1, sitting in front, during assembly.
Today, I've fallen asleep in class twice, during Biology and Accounts. That's bad, it wasn't suppose to happen this year, which I promised myself. It's horrible :p
Today, I've fallen asleep in class twice, during Biology and Accounts. That's bad, it wasn't suppose to happen this year, which I promised myself. It's horrible :p
And now, things I should be doing; should have brought my accounts file!!
I felt so empty without my notes, like as if I amputated my whole arm or something. My notes are like my life, I don't understand why people like my brother could not even care less whether their notes have gone missing! That's why I've became more organised this year, EVERY SUBJECT MUST HAVE A FILE, even though it's not required by the teacher.
The TYS for A math is murderous! It can kill you. Whenever I'm in the mood for TYS, the only subject that will never fail to lose my mood for TRYING to love this irritatable subject is A math and sometimes E math. What's with the questions? It's pointless to crack your head and think so deeply into the questions. I can spend at least half an hour completing ONE, just ONE question. That one question can lower my self-esteem for aiming a higher grade for Math.
That should be all of my rattles of the day, since my books have been haunting me night and day, but I just have to really do this>>
SELENA GOMEZ rocks my smelly socks!! :D
LOLA!!! :D
Friday, March 20, 2009
the end of the week
It's Friday again, and I lost my mood to study. Went back to school consecutively for three days since Wednesday.Wednesday was the worst but was kinda fun and cool!! Chemistry wasn't that bad, even though I seriously detest this subject. It's more of a Logic subject and it costs me many brain cells, but I improved since last year. Compare my grades from last year and this year, it's a jaw-dropping expression guranteed. After Chemistry, it's Biology class, and here is when the excitement, fun and the coolness comes. I successfully disected a sheep's eye. Cool huh!! I predict my sheep is fat and maybe it's a female one too!! Cos' my sheep's eye has long eyelashes and has fats at the back of the eyeball, it gave me a tiresome 10 minutes to remove the fats and muscles, before I finally get my pupil and lens. The gross part is when the black liquid squirts out after you cut the eye into half. Well, sadly I do not have the picture of the eye.
Then Thursday and Friday are boring Math. I detest Math too. I detest Logic subjects, it kills many of my brain cells. It wasn't really bad, we had short breaks, and also finally reached a decision for the Class Tee. After all, I did not waste my March Holidays, though Car said it was unproductive for her, it's not for me :D
Had a great "Last" outing at WWW with my FHH, FAM on Monday.
It's unforgettable, really :P
So, school's reopening, which means the Mid-year is just around the corner.
Lola :D
the beginning and the end
I'm back to blogging again.Probably, because I realise it's difficult to kick a habit.
Anyway, I've been really stressed out when I start packing my notes and all last night, and realised that I have alot of catching up to do for A math, math and chemistry. Thanks to my sleeping habit in class last year. Kicking that habit has been one of my greatest accomplishment in life. I don't deny that I would sometimes doze off during class due to the late night studying I've been doing.
Well, can't find the tagboard? I decided not to put it up because it's always lagging and also I lost my account for the cbox thingy, maybe I'll find a new tagboard, who knows? I deleted my blog, so that means the archives will start from this month onwards. Hopefully, I got all your questions answered.
Lola :D